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Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to en end,
I've realised what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control.

Lost Control - Anathema

Made a most stupid of mistakes today at work and got quite a critical data corrupted(though Thank God its back), but that not only cost us many hours, made me and my colleagues stay late till 2 AM but also I believe I have lost many positive points, that too ten days before quater end errrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I am mad at myself. Damn me!!!!! and I was considered responsible :S